I recently realized that being unremarkable can be a bit...nice. Not to be narcissistic and imply I was particularly, noticible before. But I mean, when you're anxious people tend to pick you out. It first started with a trip to the drugstore a couple days ago, maybe 3 days ago now? I'm not keeping track. Anyways I realized several blocks away that in my 'zombie walk' I hadn't paid for anything I bought. I couldn't even bring myself to turn around. I've gone again today and did the exact same thing. It's a little bit of a thrill...I can't say I hate it.